Recently I made a “Spring Lookbook Video”. It has become a hit!
I’m shocked and overwhelmed by the support from everyone. People I don’t even know have been constantly reaching out to me about it, telling me how great it is and wanting to collab.
I just wanted to take a minute and write a blog post about this because it has taught me a big lesson in life. Never to suppress your own talents and abilities in fear of failure.
Somewhere in the last couple of years my self esteem got very low. I didn’t feel like I was as cool or as great as the people around me (which turned out to not be true at all LOL).
I have a lot of skills and talents that I just suppressed and put on the back burner. I never wanted to be involved in anything because I was so insecure and worried about succeeding and what others would think of me. All this time I just stayed in the background and stopped doing things that made me happy.
I spent so much time not believing in myself, and not doing what i wanted. My college experience has been less that amazing because I was too nervous, awkward, and afraid to go out there and try new things. This made me extremely unhappy. I wanted to be creative again, which gave me the idea for this lookbook.
I’ve been practicing self-love. I’m not afraid to be myself anymore. I’m going to do what I want and not care what people have to say about me. I practice gratitude and positive thinking. I’m becoming a happier more confident person. If you have skills and abilities that you want to showcase, DO IT!! do not care what anyone has to say about you. Do what makes you happy, and don’t be afraid to show the world what you can do !! Amazing things can happen once you do.
Please check out the Spring 2015 Lookbook that I’m very proud of if you haven’t already!